the scars on your shouldersthe scars on your shouldersare braille to me, so that ican read your skin, so that ican know you better.i like to listen to your heartbeatand how it resounds differentlyfrom mine, just so beautifullylike two songs played in tandemto harmonise in rounds;i like to hold your handsand rub your backso that maybe my lovecan find its way through your poresand seep into your blood(never can i find the right wordsto tell you just the way you feel to me)and to think that and how i nearly missed youmakes me miss you moreevery minute and mile we spendelsewhere.i can't sleep with another bodyin my bed,but sleeping without youleav
we are not a fairytalewe are not a fairytale.I am not the strong lead with a heart of fire,bones of steel, and eyes of vapid curiosity;motivation seeping through my every last intended action becauseI was written this way(the heroine falls only to rise again:proverbial phoenix, burning outbecause it is the cycle of mylife) and you, you are notthe beautiful travesty, perfectly composedto strike me where I’m weak and[almost]human, delicately woven like the tapestry of my dismantling—a subtle irony where somewhere, a writerchuckles softly, understandingwe are blinder than church mice, bornin a makeshift world of darkness whereI&rsquo
Onceyour beauty lies restless behind those hills, where you fought valiantly. and the man you once were was brave and kind,but now you are possessed by a passengerof darkness, whispering words of yourloneliness.the man you once were is forgotten, andthe man you are today, is only a ghost, ashadow, of what you were before.
SurelyIt was rainingwhen we kissed for the first time,for the last time.Thin rivuletssunk into the shrunken spacebetween our bodiesand divided uslike nothing could before,like everything willfrom nowuntil that never againwhen we willsee each other once more,no more.Your eyes werethat bewitching shadeof dull brown bluewith all of the light darknesswhirlingin a placid pondaround a pupiloverflowing with vacancy,and meand my frowning smile.The winter heatfell like a rising tideand,for our every breathwas another deathso black and full of life --embracing our boiled ice skinas we drew apart,came together and broke free
Condemnedbeneath the beaten earth they lay,their dreams condemned to ashes,and our restless bodies stretch,for forgiveness, for direction –survivors of the abyss, amidst wide-eye, silent soldiers –so many dead, so many maimed,how many graves are we standing on, today?
FossilizedLiving proof of fossils alive, and no horseshoe-crab am I.Nor, inhabitable harsh compression of plates,residing under humid marsh-scapes.I mold into the walls, as chalky old coal. But I am no mineral, no era.I am not, Mesozoic.Through the ages IronBronze silver, gold and heroic.I remain a still-life; and no Iduna's apples would retain my youthNo magic fountains, or time devices, or wrist watches.I am the machine of time.The watcher, omnipotent, the wise.Butno God am ISomewhere, sweet tangy sap trolleys down cracked bark.Somewhere, celestial bodies erupt unseen.Somewhere, a abrupt breeze blows overturned bi-cycle tire
Prelude Nocturne;I conjure the moonas dusk crests, a wave across the sky I am lovely and lonely in the night, shadow- shackled to the mountainsideand the mothsunfurl their hamsa-wings asmama calls me in.
bookworm“there is no such thingas reading too much.”that is what I tell youwhen you insistthat there is some danger ofbecoming lost in the stuff—mistaking seriphs for serpents,swallowing a story so wholethat its hooksticks in my throat.“there is no such thingas reading too much”I tell you, bold-faced,surrounded by snakeswith a line through my lip.
HorsepowerHorsepowerThere’s a knife turnin in my soft partsAnd heat burnin my mind on hard startsThe motors runnin but I lost the wheelJust want it to be numb don’t wanna feelTake two steps back and put it in parkBefore I leave scarred up black marksI need a u-turn on this highwayBut can’t go back on the by-waySo look ahead, the pavement goes onBreak the rear-view mirror it’s goneContemplateReiteratePut it in driveAnd say goodbyeLet’s see how fast this bitch can fly-Cygam7
nightmarethe foxes are at your bedside and singing--feversongs,songs of boiling thoughtsand broken muscles.their lullabyes.they sneak so quiet, andsomehow,you can't quitedreamanymore.
Here and There, Now and ThenBurnt umber dawn, swaying electric treesThousands of souls chant in the summer windJournals of the dead are read by schoolchildrenThey awake shaking someone else's dreams from their headsStatic electricity on the nape of your neckIn the television, on your phone, in your dinnerThe calling of a murder of crows from the treesYou remember the view from the hospital room windowA smorgasbord of life and limb, death and decayThe antiseptic smell has an undercoating of rot and dirtTalismans won't work any more than prayers and candlesSoldiers still fight lost wars, glory in the faded nightTall fences are built to keep the worlds separ
Puppet My tears fall, like invisible diamonds. My heart beats, like soundless drums. Unwanted, because of the strings attached.
VaseA broken heart can be excavated.Damaged tissue can be scrupulously removedand the cracks can be sealed with the molten trails of gold solidified.The upturned cavity, once proofed against further damage,can become a pulsing vase for tulips,because even though your heart has been brokenit is still valuable beyond comparison.
silver dreams.i won't say a single thingabout what you and i did that night.it wasn't anything bad, we weremade to do it.but the way your tears fell down in the shape of a cloudand the pounding on the doorstold us the stars were calling.more like the gates of hell, butyou think stars make the most delicatecorpses.
Lost In ConfusionMy mind is spinning without a restemotions whirl and twirl aroundA merry-go-round gaining speedUntil the world blurrs before my eyesWhat's happening? What's going on?The simplest thought slips away Right from my mind, fading so fast Trying to focus, I stare and stare Until my eyes are heavy and unclear. I don't understand, what is going on...Emotions rise and fall againWithin the blink of an eyeI'm crying, laughing, and depressedA rollercoaster ride that never endsAm I losing my mind in this ?I try to close my eyes and rest But the world spins me around I feel like I am failing this test Voices and noisies echo in my min